Zen-less

I’ve felt that the last few weeks have been rather Zen-less, and I’m not sure why. I’ve stuck to my healthy food intake plan (for the most part, aside from a couple of days of self-indulgence to celebrate my birthday), but haven’t been motivated to do yoga, or take any time for self-contemplation.

I feel like I keep saying I know what to do to keep me motivated, but in all honesty I don’t. I’ve made my list of things that make me happy, and I can’t seem to keep it in mind. I have not found Zen. In fact, I think I took an exit off the road to Zen, traveled under and overpass, on to a gravel road, and hit a deer. That’s how far off from Zen I feel.